feel so weak n vulnerable to break downs now....anytime... run out of ways to cheer up...

pema blogged on 2:13 PM

all humans r selfish...is tt a universal truth? under that considerate n thoughtful facade is another you...
nowadays i'm like under alot of stress....n after i hav finally recharged myself things will oways hav to go bad....hearing all the grumbles and complain in this environment...maybe i'm somehow influenced too...

pema blogged on 2:02 PM

the CME teacher call us to find the wad wad tsunami singapore de wad wad defence thingy..so sian de...i wanna learn how to make cake~~ den can save more bucks...can make myself oso...i shall make my own pencil box....gotta buy sum buttons n cloth frm spotlight...made my own shoes last sundae..vv nice lei=) use chain n buttons do de...sumore whole world onli got one neh! hohoho...coverse sell $60 plus wor...shihui continues to sing of her own achievemnet...

pema blogged on 2:08 PM

ANGELA IS A PIPI! I LOST MY ERASER =( IN SCH NOW..YAY SHIHUI a FOR CHINESE! todae's a nice dae...i got my $8 frm shanrui le! hohoho... and all's well...shi hui is happy and contented...looking forward to sat..hmmm....where do u is tt eraser.........

pema blogged on 2:00 PM

sucks...deleted the draft blog...figured tt it wont do no good if i had posted it...ok this just sucks..i hav reasons but i duno how to tell u without affecting any of us..so maybe i shld juz let it be...maybe its all fated..oh freak..kan imagine how i'm even gonna tok to u..things r oways so weak between us...anything can make tis collapse..i can never understand or agree wif sum things u do...juz lyk how u feel towards mi..

pema blogged on 11:33 PM

tried to do sum of my work but failed...haizended my gg out to cartel..chatting wif sky..he shld realli tell jiahui lor..haiz..it takes yuan fen for 2 persons to meet lor..its not n never easy to find the right n suitable one..so since he found her..he shld realli cherish tis opportunity n tell her..wad a waste..dont wait until tt special one is gone den u regret..
realli hate projects lor..nvm i will do it...
sumtimes i feel tt my world is lyk so pure so simpl...even when i look into my parents' life.. in contrast to sum of my frenz...maybe ttz y i carn connect to them ba..but i'm glad my world's like tt..though i knoe it's nt permanent

pema blogged on 1:40 AM

camp was great...though onli went fer 2 daes =( and mudita won! 2 times le leh...haha...dono how dey won oso...somehow dey accumulated alot of points.got to noe alot of new frenz too..
then went bangkok..their traffic reali cannot make it lor..stuck on the road for like half an hr..we went chuk tu chak ..mah boon krong..lumpini..on the first dae my sis's wallet was stolen..so she basically lost all her money..her fren's $70..her IC n ez link lor..so we go tourist police to make report..but sadly nobodi noes the correct directions..so we went to three places which ppl directed..(all wrong)..den finally went dere lor..by tt time everybodi sian diao liao..oh well den we juz cont shopping n eating lor..bought like 6 t shirts..1 skirt..1 bag..1 slipper..2 earrings and sum stuff for my fwens like wad elephant (toy) candles.. gums..bookmarks..photo frame n lawrence's wallet..
yest went clor's hse to cook...den i yue cook yue hyper..until the end when we gt up the car i was like laming like monekys..like wad banana leaf restaurant sells banana leaves..poor tingting frozen beside mi..hohoho..at the session gt to know 2 new frenz..onli rem jane(lane) haha..n tt 14 tt ger..stupid sky came n went without even telling mi la..ma fun todea still muz specially meet to giv him his t shirt...so ltr i go collect my spects...den do homework =) my puzzle seems forgotten..haha..

pema blogged on 11:51 AM

yay! tmr gg camp le..n0w i finally wont feel sian for rest of 1.5 weeks haha..with my cute lil' puzzle to do and the threatening deadline of homework to meet..just bought the puzzle yesterdae wif F2, loolooo cass n sherilyn. we went fer lunch den go walk walk at pasar malam haha..the food so tempting..den the puzzle so cheap.. 3 for $10 so looloo n mi combine wif a "xiao mei mei"(laughs)hu bought sakura cartooon de...den we both bought precious thots de "i belief in miracles" haha..1000 pieces de.. so far i've onlicategorised the puzzle into A-X..think muz go buy the frame..wonder dey all do until where liao..bet looloo is stil stuck o_0 haha no la joking later u punch mi again..todae papa buying camera yay den i can pai my completed puzzle down!! looloo ar my arm dere still vv pain lor...u owe mi..i poke u onli can.. =( na li hui so strong make until i swell..mummy!

pema blogged on 10:29 AM

later gg to victor's office..again..the thought of going there just to take $20(half of wad i suppose to get) just makes mi sick..
dreamt abt a vv sweet dream last night woke up to see the huge contrast between dreams n reality..hohoho..a simple family..a simple fren...a simple love..a simple life..haha my dream so nice rite..really appreciate my blog..it's really nice..haha...k la i'm starting to crap..i'll think of more to write den write.. =)

pema blogged on 1:19 PM